B.Y.O.U

I remember being at peace and that's somethings rear to find in teen living in NYC, Royal blue box braids form Brooklyn NY, do or die bed stuy. This is under Brooklyn bridge in dumbo this day i just wanted to get out of the house and have "me" time. So i decided to go to the dumbo which has a beautiful view of  the city both the Manhattan and Brooklyn bridges plus you get a great view of the water. my plan was just to sit and enjoy everything great about being able to be alive ask me why i don't know..i like to appreciate the simple things in life. In doing so i was not awear or knew that people were randomly taking pictures of me and that there was a competition going on in dumbo at the time. Randomly sitting on the rocks looking at the water then i happen to look around to see several people staring at me and i remember thinking like what.. the hell are they staring at but then it clicked like duhhh you have blue hair that's a serious attraction and brings attention to you.But i did not care i got my braids because i wanted to take a risk and dear to do something different and i know alto of people wouldn't do, so i got the braids and everyone loved them regardless if they disliked it i wouldnt care because i did something that made me happy regardless of what anyone thought or said. I got the braids because i feel like in this generation it is hard for people to be themselves because they are scared of the judgment of othere and there for base their joy on the opinion  of  others. Which I feel is a major problem  because you should be your own you regardless  of what anyone might think because  I  the end when you make decisions of others  opinion you are later unsatisfied  with what you have done because  it is not what you truly  wanted, and in me getting  the braids  was just to letpeople  know I'm happy with me so either  you accept or not your choice.

Descriptions

I would describe my appearance to a stranger as tall and skinny, not like pole skinny but model skinny, but not tall i just have really long legs and I'm only 5'4. I have a complexion of caramel and short black hair like a lama. I live in bedford Stuyvesant but was born in St.Lucia and raised there till the age of 5 then i moved to new new york city. My style is not  predictable and always changes but i would like to describe my style as EMOTION because i dressed based on how i am feeling at the time. I am very shy when first meeting people and in certain situations,like meeting parents or new people. I would say when others that do not know me sees me for the first time they try to figure me out because I usually have this blank or nonchalant attitude. That is until I start talking  and become comfortable I'm very much outgoing I love to make and see people happy some would  describe me as weird sometimes but I'm perfectly fine with that. It's good to be a little off shows you know how to let go and be you regardless of how others may perceive you. So I feel like weirdos are the best people you can meet or have in your life.
          To a friend I would describe my self as calm but funny,I will make it my job to make sure all my friends are happy and if something  is wrong I'm here to support you and talk about  whatever is going on with you. I am a very loyal friend and will let nothing come between us and i solemnly swear to get on your nerves once in a while.

  

"To be beautiful means to be yourself,you don't need to be accepted  by other. You need to accept yourself."

Thich Nhat Hanh